Amazing

I am finding that life is so complex and changing all the time. At any given time things can just be flipped on me. I don't know if the last two weeks had to do with my poorly closed New Moon ritual. However I have been feeling better since this New "New Moon" phase, like the following morning the energy was changed inside me, and little things started feeling different. Dr. would change my meds, said it was all stress, my headaches, coping with work, Holidays blues, dealing with getting older, etc. etc... Whatever.. He also suggested counseling. They always do. I just don't trust them. For personal reason, I am not willing to share here.

So, now I am feeling some what better I am noticing a little change in things here and there. The way I know I can rely on some people, that they will always be there. That no matter what, I can not change the world, but only try to keep myself positive.  I also know that there are people, places, situations, things, and objects that come into my life for a reason. Sometimes they fluctuate in the way they interact with my life. Here all the time, here to be a support, or be supported through something, forums that I enjoy, favorite clothes that help me remember good times, feel sexy about myself, heck even new photos of the kids. I learn new things, develop strengths, or skills. But each time it builds in me a new stepping stone that leads away from that crumbling person I used to be.

I have moments, times where I still feel weak. Helpless. All alone. However I am  not. I know that there is a purpose for me. I know that the Universe needs to me to do something. Everything I go through, every experience I face, and over come, is a success to let others know they can too.


I am a member of an amazing Website. I was a member of this ladies group, when I first was seeking guidance and support for my Chemical Imbalance. She incorporates so many different things, that I believe, and practice I still learn from her today. (This site is more than about Mental Health, her forum covers books, TV, Magick, Theology, Christmas, History, Astrology, Baking, Crafts, and More)

I logged in today and saw this on her website learning something new again.. Thought I would share it, hope you enjoy it as much as I did...

Namaste,
Kit Cat