Missing you

How many people in your lives do you know?

I know Hundreds!! Between all the things I do with work(s), the networking, Social Media, etc. I can tell you things about many people I work with. Traits, the way they do things, or like things done, but do I know them personally, not really. Do I interact with them outside work or Facebook, no. And they really don't know much about me either, other than what I allow.

I have a few who know more than others.

But there is only who knows me completely anymore. That person has gone away for a bit. I never knew that even with them never being here, they could leave such a hole in my life.

You never know what a person really means to you, until they are gone. Even though they will be back eventually, the loss is profound, leaving me feel empty. Now this is a whole lot different than before. I am able to work, manage my emotions, I am not wallowing in depression. I just know that there is a spot that is vacant and waiting for my friend to come home and fill it. So we can have our discussions again. Bounce our ideas off each other. Know that we aren't alone in the way we think. Not many actually think the same way I do behind closed doors. ;-)

I am not weeping on the floor, or torn up and broken. But I am missing you, the flame is out. Come home and re-light it.

Waiting.. Until tomorrow...